Thursday, May 8, 2014
Thinking about leaving
Life is journey..sometimes we may stop for a while, gain some knowledge and experience, before we proceed to the next destination. Through out my journey, able to learn and gain knowledge from current company was a great experience. Now, I guess its the time for me to pack my bag, get ready for the next destination.. job hunting mode may be activated soon.
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Penangguhan Semester, Masalah Tesis
Selepas satu semester cuba untuk menyiapkan tesis ku, akhirnya aku surrender dan terpaksa menangguhkan pengajianku ke semester depan kerana bebanan kerja yang terlalu banyak. Sedih rasa hati kerana target untuk menyiapkan tesisku semester ini tidak kesampaian. Berdasarkan perancangan awal, tesisku perlu disiapkan sebelum kelahiran anakku yang pertama nanti pada 6/9 tahun ni. Tapi apakan daya, perancangan tanpa perlaksanaan x berguna jugak kan. Teringat kata2 arwah mak aku dulu, "Satu Tindakan Itu Adalah Lebih Baik Daripada Seribu Perancangan". So, aku berazam untuk mengubah cara aku belajar dan menyiapkan tesisku dengan lebih berdsiplin agar ianya dapat disiapkan segera pada semester depan. Moga segalanya perancangan dan impian aku menjadi kenyataan. Aminnnnnn :)
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Chap 12-the decision to stay...
Akhirnya, aku memutuskan untuk kekal dgn company skg ni...stelah mmpertimbangkan semua faktor dan tawaran dari pihak pengurusan syarikat, aku telah melepaskan peluang untuk menyertai sebuah company baru yg mungkin dapat memberi pelbagai pengalaman dan ilmu pengetahuan yg baru...tapi insyaAllah, setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya.
Keputusan untuk terus kekal bersama compnay skg ni telah diambil berdasarkan bbrp faktor, antaranya tawaran balas oleh pihak pengurusan, peluang belajar dgn mentor aku, kenalan dan connection dgn supplier dan consultant sedia ada, serta memikirkan masa depan company aku yg berkemungkinan akan lebih maju pd masa akan dtg...
cuma,. walau seberapa byk faedah pon yg aku perolehi dgn company skg, klu x dimanfaatkan, maka sia2la apa yg aku perolehi kt situ.aku da 25thn, ikut target asal, aku mesti mmpu berdiri sendiri bila da umur 3othn...so, 5 years more to go, so kne matang cepat. bos pun perasan aku xkan selamanya di situ, tapi dia minta aku hold 2,3 thn lg. dia cakap...dia da malas nk train org baru, yg pada aku merupakan satu ayat yg mendalam maksudnya. maybe aku merupakan anak murid dia yg terakhir sblm dia bersara, n berharap agar aku dpt ganti dia on contractual and commercial aspect.
Kehidupan penuh dgn kejutan, tapi selagi kita berserah kepada Allah, aku yakin Allah akan serahkan semula yg terbaik untuk kita.
Keputusan untuk terus kekal bersama compnay skg ni telah diambil berdasarkan bbrp faktor, antaranya tawaran balas oleh pihak pengurusan, peluang belajar dgn mentor aku, kenalan dan connection dgn supplier dan consultant sedia ada, serta memikirkan masa depan company aku yg berkemungkinan akan lebih maju pd masa akan dtg...
cuma,. walau seberapa byk faedah pon yg aku perolehi dgn company skg, klu x dimanfaatkan, maka sia2la apa yg aku perolehi kt situ.aku da 25thn, ikut target asal, aku mesti mmpu berdiri sendiri bila da umur 3othn...so, 5 years more to go, so kne matang cepat. bos pun perasan aku xkan selamanya di situ, tapi dia minta aku hold 2,3 thn lg. dia cakap...dia da malas nk train org baru, yg pada aku merupakan satu ayat yg mendalam maksudnya. maybe aku merupakan anak murid dia yg terakhir sblm dia bersara, n berharap agar aku dpt ganti dia on contractual and commercial aspect.
Kehidupan penuh dgn kejutan, tapi selagi kita berserah kepada Allah, aku yakin Allah akan serahkan semula yg terbaik untuk kita.
Friday, July 1, 2011
Chap 11 - the resignation plan...
spt yg dijangka, bos panggil aku pagi ni..die da tao aku nk berhenti.. die nmpak letih, tp still bersmgt mcm biasa. die cakap dia da tua, da tibe masa org2 muda cm aku, anak dia n laen2 staff utk take over company. aku admit, company byk bg pluang utk aku ke depan, aku gi metg, jupe klien, jkr n konsultan.. diepon yakin aku bleh survive klu aku kuar dr company aku skg nih..cuma die minta aku tggu..plg minimum smpi abeh 2 projek yg tgh ongoing skg ni...
aku explain kt dato' yang aku da 3 thn ngn company, da byk aku blaja, n aku hargai semua tnjuk ajar bos kt aku. tapi aku nk timba pngalaman baru, dgn company baru.. aku amek master pon atas dasar nk maju ke depan, nk pegi jauh dlm bidang aku ni. dato' agree, dan sbb tu juga dia benarkan aku amek master dlu. utk pngetahuan sume, aku amek master dgn pinjaman dr company. so, ofkos klu nk quit kne byr abeh sume dlu. mujurla aku x pakai duit tu wat beli yg bukan2...
then die ckp yg dia da bncg ngn bos satu lg, mentor aku yg die nk revise gaji aku n bbrp staff yg len. die ckp aku key staff..hmmm, khabar angin yg slalu aku dgr. tp dis time aku xtaola die serius ke x. aku byk senyap bila die ckp nk revise, bkn ape...it's not about money only. aku fikir masa depan aku, karier aku. aku x bg kata putus nk berhenti atau tak, die suh aku amek blk notis resignation aku, aku amekla...lipat buh dlm buku. aku nk tggu mentor aku balik, when he come back then only we can talk terms.
dalam hal ni ada dua pilihan yg aku harus pertimbangkan.. sama ada stay dgn company lama, with revise salary, with new asst.qs promised by my boss, with problematic project at site, with same teammates at office and site, and with the same client and consultant team...or, aku bleh pindah company company baru, dgn gaji baru (maybe bos skg akan counter gaji sama kut) rakan2 sekerja baru, projek baru, klien baru, konsultan baru, supplier baru, subkon baru dan environment baru untuk aku teruskan journey aku dalam bidang ni. bezanya,. company lama aku da agak establish, gred G7 dan PKK kelas A smentara company baru stat naek, dari kelas B ke kelas A...dan b aru nk dapatkan sijil ISO. lot works to do... cuma company baru aku ni adalah subsidiary sebuah public listed company dan terjamin dr segi gaji, bonus dan kebajikan staff.
ade satu faktor lg yg mgkin akan mnyebabkan aku memilih utk stay ngn company skg...which is my study loan... actually dlu boss aku offer, sama ade amek scholar atau loan company utk smbg master. amek scholar aku kne contrak 3 thn lg pas grad, amek loan, just kne perabih bayor jela klu nk belah cepat. sbnrnye aku ade perancangan laen ngn duit tu...tp klu aku bhenti n kne byr blk, maknanya rancangan aku tu terpaksa guna sumber laen la...tp takpela, rezeki ada di mana2.
akhir kata, hope benda ni bleh resolve next week...skg aku stick ngn plan aku utk berhenti. tapi petunjuk dari Allah amat diperlukan. kne wat istikharah lagi nih....harap2 kali ni petunjuk lebih jelas. kuatkan smgt, berusaha dan berserah pada Allah...
Ya Allah, tetapkanlah yg terbaek untuk hamba-Mu ini...aminnnnn :)))
p/s: lega dpt kongsi cite aku kt cni... ~
aku explain kt dato' yang aku da 3 thn ngn company, da byk aku blaja, n aku hargai semua tnjuk ajar bos kt aku. tapi aku nk timba pngalaman baru, dgn company baru.. aku amek master pon atas dasar nk maju ke depan, nk pegi jauh dlm bidang aku ni. dato' agree, dan sbb tu juga dia benarkan aku amek master dlu. utk pngetahuan sume, aku amek master dgn pinjaman dr company. so, ofkos klu nk quit kne byr abeh sume dlu. mujurla aku x pakai duit tu wat beli yg bukan2...
then die ckp yg dia da bncg ngn bos satu lg, mentor aku yg die nk revise gaji aku n bbrp staff yg len. die ckp aku key staff..hmmm, khabar angin yg slalu aku dgr. tp dis time aku xtaola die serius ke x. aku byk senyap bila die ckp nk revise, bkn ape...it's not about money only. aku fikir masa depan aku, karier aku. aku x bg kata putus nk berhenti atau tak, die suh aku amek blk notis resignation aku, aku amekla...lipat buh dlm buku. aku nk tggu mentor aku balik, when he come back then only we can talk terms.
dalam hal ni ada dua pilihan yg aku harus pertimbangkan.. sama ada stay dgn company lama, with revise salary, with new asst.qs promised by my boss, with problematic project at site, with same teammates at office and site, and with the same client and consultant team...or, aku bleh pindah company company baru, dgn gaji baru (maybe bos skg akan counter gaji sama kut) rakan2 sekerja baru, projek baru, klien baru, konsultan baru, supplier baru, subkon baru dan environment baru untuk aku teruskan journey aku dalam bidang ni. bezanya,. company lama aku da agak establish, gred G7 dan PKK kelas A smentara company baru stat naek, dari kelas B ke kelas A...dan b aru nk dapatkan sijil ISO. lot works to do... cuma company baru aku ni adalah subsidiary sebuah public listed company dan terjamin dr segi gaji, bonus dan kebajikan staff.
ade satu faktor lg yg mgkin akan mnyebabkan aku memilih utk stay ngn company skg...which is my study loan... actually dlu boss aku offer, sama ade amek scholar atau loan company utk smbg master. amek scholar aku kne contrak 3 thn lg pas grad, amek loan, just kne perabih bayor jela klu nk belah cepat. sbnrnye aku ade perancangan laen ngn duit tu...tp klu aku bhenti n kne byr blk, maknanya rancangan aku tu terpaksa guna sumber laen la...tp takpela, rezeki ada di mana2.
akhir kata, hope benda ni bleh resolve next week...skg aku stick ngn plan aku utk berhenti. tapi petunjuk dari Allah amat diperlukan. kne wat istikharah lagi nih....harap2 kali ni petunjuk lebih jelas. kuatkan smgt, berusaha dan berserah pada Allah...
Ya Allah, tetapkanlah yg terbaek untuk hamba-Mu ini...aminnnnn :)))
p/s: lega dpt kongsi cite aku kt cni... ~
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Chap 9 - the decision...
Semalam aku nekad..tender resignation utk current company aku. tapi bos xde, sorg gi japan, sorg gi indon... aku buh atas meja hr manager aku, diepon xde gi main golf. bagus gak, xdela banyak menjawab nape nk berhenti, brape die offer, kt mana tempat baru. hari ni pagi2 aku da kne gi fetch org JKR gi site kt Pahang. The whole way aku drive, pegi dan balik, meeting dkat 2 jam, masuk site lg, mlm dekat pukul 9 baru sampai rumah.
Aku da bekerja hampir 3 tahun dgn company skg nih, banyak suke duke yg aku tempuhi. banyak gak aku blaja ttg construction, management dan costing ngn company ni. aku ada bos yg baek, so called idola jugak pada aku. bos sgt baek...byk ajar aku ttg qsing work, sbb diepon background qs gak dlu..also from utm. dgn company ni gakla aku stat cekap bwk kete, berpeluang smbg master, daftar dgn lembaga juruukur bahan dan institution of surveyor, malaysia serta kumpul ramai kenalan dan kawan. harap company ni akan terus maju ke depan bersama staff2 baru yg lebih dasyat dan hebat.
Dan aku...aku memilih sebuah company yg baru nk naek. sebuah company class B yg ingin dinaiktaraf kepada class A. aku ade wat solat istikharah, x nmpak petunjuk, cuma 2 hr lepas tu aku dpt offer ni. so aku accept dulu la. notis sebulan....next week bos pasti akan panggil aku. mungkinkah akan ade sesi tawar menwar, mungkin tidak. sebab salah satu ciri bos aku, dia jarang nk counter offer org. tapi klu counter, akan ku pertimbangkan, hehehe...aku pasti akan byk kerja dgn company baru, aku blum btul2 pasti akan benefit laen yg aku akan dpt selaen gaji dan cuti. dan aku x pasti how friendly staff2 kt sana nnt. papepon, untuk maju ke depan, aku percaya aku kena berpindah...gain new experience, new knowledge, new friends with a new environment. aku xleh terlalu selesa kt satu tmpt, kerana ultimate goal aku dlm hidup mmerlukan aku utk move on ke tmpt baru.
Apakah kesudahan cerita ini..sama2 kita nantikan. wassalam :)
Aku da bekerja hampir 3 tahun dgn company skg nih, banyak suke duke yg aku tempuhi. banyak gak aku blaja ttg construction, management dan costing ngn company ni. aku ada bos yg baek, so called idola jugak pada aku. bos sgt baek...byk ajar aku ttg qsing work, sbb diepon background qs gak dlu..also from utm. dgn company ni gakla aku stat cekap bwk kete, berpeluang smbg master, daftar dgn lembaga juruukur bahan dan institution of surveyor, malaysia serta kumpul ramai kenalan dan kawan. harap company ni akan terus maju ke depan bersama staff2 baru yg lebih dasyat dan hebat.
Dan aku...aku memilih sebuah company yg baru nk naek. sebuah company class B yg ingin dinaiktaraf kepada class A. aku ade wat solat istikharah, x nmpak petunjuk, cuma 2 hr lepas tu aku dpt offer ni. so aku accept dulu la. notis sebulan....next week bos pasti akan panggil aku. mungkinkah akan ade sesi tawar menwar, mungkin tidak. sebab salah satu ciri bos aku, dia jarang nk counter offer org. tapi klu counter, akan ku pertimbangkan, hehehe...aku pasti akan byk kerja dgn company baru, aku blum btul2 pasti akan benefit laen yg aku akan dpt selaen gaji dan cuti. dan aku x pasti how friendly staff2 kt sana nnt. papepon, untuk maju ke depan, aku percaya aku kena berpindah...gain new experience, new knowledge, new friends with a new environment. aku xleh terlalu selesa kt satu tmpt, kerana ultimate goal aku dlm hidup mmerlukan aku utk move on ke tmpt baru.
Apakah kesudahan cerita ini..sama2 kita nantikan. wassalam :)
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Chap 8 - the reason...
She's do it for a reason...
and the reason is for the best of our relationship....
I strongly believe that...
Trust her, trust the relationship, trust our destiny...
May Allah bless us...Aminnn~
and the reason is for the best of our relationship....
I strongly believe that...
Trust her, trust the relationship, trust our destiny...
May Allah bless us...Aminnn~
Chap 7 - the hurt...
the hurt she felt,
she kept herself,
neither to share,
nor to write,
she kept it alone,
deep in her heart,
letting others to cheer,
while she's bleeding inside.
i feel so sad,
looking her this way,
i want to help,
but don't know how to,
she remain silent,
refusing me to ask,
cos maybe the answer,
is another hurt for me.
i'm alone,
she's alone too,
we have everyone around us,
but actually, we need each other the most,
i know she's hurt,
but she don't know that i'm hurt too,
looking her this way,
is another pain i have to bear....
to have her as mine,
i have to be patient,
she ask for time,
i gave her my day,
she ask for space,
i gave her my life,
left for me is only "Him",
that knows the Hikmah,
that listens to our pray,
wishing each other to be together forever,
one day, insyaAllah...
dear,
i'm so sorry if i ever hurt you.
be strong and you know i'm here for you~
she kept herself,
neither to share,
nor to write,
she kept it alone,
deep in her heart,
letting others to cheer,
while she's bleeding inside.
i feel so sad,
looking her this way,
i want to help,
but don't know how to,
she remain silent,
refusing me to ask,
cos maybe the answer,
is another hurt for me.
i'm alone,
she's alone too,
we have everyone around us,
but actually, we need each other the most,
i know she's hurt,
but she don't know that i'm hurt too,
looking her this way,
is another pain i have to bear....
to have her as mine,
i have to be patient,
she ask for time,
i gave her my day,
she ask for space,
i gave her my life,
left for me is only "Him",
that knows the Hikmah,
that listens to our pray,
wishing each other to be together forever,
one day, insyaAllah...
dear,
i'm so sorry if i ever hurt you.
be strong and you know i'm here for you~
Monday, February 28, 2011
Chap 6 - the will...
hmm, since i have deactivated my facebook, i have decided to update my status here in my blog.. :):):)
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Chap 5 - the hopes to write...
arghhhh, when will i get spirits to start writes again...actually it's not only because the spirit to write, but also because the time is not on my side, letting me to come out with my words. hmm, besides, writting in english is bit difficult compared to writting in malay.. but, since my girlfriend is a teacher someday, teaching english to her students, i cannot lose to her in improving my skill in that languange. (luckily she's not a doctor, engineer or lawyer that needs me to improve my knowledge on that subject, hihiii). jadi cikgu jela ye awkkk, xyah jd canggih2 sgt, jd canggih2 bior anak2 jelaa..
as the conclusion, things needed for me to start writes again are> time, ideas, vocab in english, updates from people and surroundings, motivation and good mood :) .,
please all, come to me so that i can starts again....
p/s : my idol in blogging is miss tomyamfan ...her style in blogging kind a cute and inspired people..keep it up ekkk~
as the conclusion, things needed for me to start writes again are> time, ideas, vocab in english, updates from people and surroundings, motivation and good mood :) .,
please all, come to me so that i can starts again....
p/s : my idol in blogging is miss tomyamfan ...her style in blogging kind a cute and inspired people..keep it up ekkk~
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Chap 4 - the year to come...
It's about 15 more days before new year, 2011 will come into picture (in Hijri calender, it's already 10 Muharram 1432H today, 10 days after awal muharram). 2011 means my age turns into 25, the same year my beloved prophet, Muhammad s.a.w married with his wife, Siti Khadijah a.s...that's means, being a man where the age is 25, my mentality, personality and maturity SHOULD looks more like a leader of a family, ready to take up more responsibity,gain more knowledge and capable of making wise decision..or in the simple word, marriageable~(hehehehe...dedicated to someone special)
Even it's not officially turns into 25, but the time running incredibly so fast nowadays. If we not get ready earlier for everthing, we have to get back our time even harder. Yes, it is EASY to say, but it's also DIFFICULT to make. No matter what, TRY is always be the best solution, the best attitude and the best effort to do. So next year, try to plan, and IMPLEMENT accordingly. Get ready for everything, strive for it and TAWAKKALHU 'ALALLAH.
Many things to do next year..hoping for bless,oppurtunity and rezki from Allah s.w.t. Amin Ya Rabb (^^,)"
Even it's not officially turns into 25, but the time running incredibly so fast nowadays. If we not get ready earlier for everthing, we have to get back our time even harder. Yes, it is EASY to say, but it's also DIFFICULT to make. No matter what, TRY is always be the best solution, the best attitude and the best effort to do. So next year, try to plan, and IMPLEMENT accordingly. Get ready for everything, strive for it and TAWAKKALHU 'ALALLAH.
Many things to do next year..hoping for bless,oppurtunity and rezki from Allah s.w.t. Amin Ya Rabb (^^,)"
Monday, October 25, 2010
chap 3 - the future...
today, i met my friends, waed, pali & wan at sunway pyramid. after maghrib pray, we have dinner together at kfc and once finish, continue our chit-chatting at mapley outside the shopping complex...
talking with them, discuss about works, friends who get married, the planning their heading to and many other things about future suddenly make me realized...we are improves. those days, we were only talks about girls, football game, lecturers, movies n many other things that for me does not affect much on our future. but dis time, we not just having free talk, we're also exchanges idea, knowledge, experience and story about our works and life.
the future we plan is not certain, but the effort that we put will leads to it...
goodluck to all my friends, n goodluck eHyauddin~ ;)
talking with them, discuss about works, friends who get married, the planning their heading to and many other things about future suddenly make me realized...we are improves. those days, we were only talks about girls, football game, lecturers, movies n many other things that for me does not affect much on our future. but dis time, we not just having free talk, we're also exchanges idea, knowledge, experience and story about our works and life.
the future we plan is not certain, but the effort that we put will leads to it...
goodluck to all my friends, n goodluck eHyauddin~ ;)
Friday, August 27, 2010
chap 2 - the study...
finally i'm made it to further my study in master of construction contract management. hehe, Alhamdulillah, it suits with my target, my plan and my desire to get better education level as a student. besides that, nowadays, most people are graduated as a degree student and i think taking master will be value addad in my career as a quantity surveyor. actually, i've been in the class almost a month already and life as a student once again came into my journey. the assignment, the group study, the library and the books starts filling my daily life back which i think, i'm going to be extra busy from now and until i'm graduate,which means 2 years from now. but no matter what, as i said earlier..i have my plan, hopes Allah will help and guide me through all difficulties and challenges towards becoming a great muslim=)
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
chap 1- the starts...
now, i'm going to starts back blogging. it's not bcos i'm free enough to doing such things like writing journal, surfing internet, reading and commenting others blog or wutsoever dat looks like a free man doing nothing. there's too much work load i have to handle and finish it off, but by writing a blog can make me releasing my tension and pressure besides improving my writing skills and expressing my thought to the public. somehow, i felt like my thought sometimes must be spoken out so that people wud know my ideas, thoughts, opinions, belief and etc. hmm, for this 1st chapter, let it be like simple introduction why dis blog have to be created. i know, the objective looks quite similar to other people outthere who just creating an account for blogging or wordpressing...but, as time goes by, i'm sure my mission and vission of blogging will be clearly shown out and finally differentiate me from others. eventhough right now i dun have any idea wut is it, but we'll see...if this really will mean something to me, to my life and to my future:)
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