Chap 9 - the decision...

Semalam aku nekad..tender resignation utk current company aku. tapi bos xde, sorg gi japan, sorg gi indon... aku buh atas meja hr manager aku, diepon xde gi main golf. bagus gak, xdela banyak menjawab nape nk berhenti, brape die offer, kt mana tempat baru. hari ni pagi2 aku da kne gi fetch org JKR gi site kt Pahang. The whole way aku drive, pegi dan balik, meeting dkat 2 jam, masuk site lg, mlm dekat pukul 9 baru sampai rumah.

Aku da bekerja hampir 3 tahun dgn company skg nih, banyak suke duke yg aku tempuhi. banyak gak aku blaja ttg construction, management dan costing ngn company ni. aku ada bos yg baek, so called idola jugak pada aku. bos sgt baek...byk ajar aku ttg qsing work, sbb diepon background qs gak dlu..also from utm. dgn company ni gakla aku stat cekap bwk kete, berpeluang smbg master, daftar dgn lembaga juruukur bahan dan institution of surveyor, malaysia serta kumpul ramai kenalan dan kawan. harap company ni akan terus maju ke depan bersama staff2 baru yg lebih dasyat dan hebat.

Dan aku...aku memilih sebuah company yg baru nk naek. sebuah company class B yg ingin dinaiktaraf kepada class A. aku ade wat solat istikharah, x nmpak petunjuk, cuma 2 hr lepas tu aku dpt offer ni. so aku accept dulu la. notis sebulan....next week bos pasti akan panggil aku. mungkinkah akan ade sesi tawar menwar, mungkin tidak. sebab salah satu ciri bos aku, dia jarang nk counter offer org. tapi klu counter, akan ku pertimbangkan, hehehe...aku pasti akan byk kerja dgn company baru, aku blum btul2 pasti akan benefit laen yg aku akan dpt selaen gaji dan cuti. dan aku x pasti how friendly staff2 kt sana nnt. papepon, untuk maju ke depan, aku percaya aku kena berpindah...gain new experience, new knowledge, new friends with a new environment. aku xleh terlalu selesa kt satu tmpt, kerana ultimate goal aku dlm hidup mmerlukan aku utk move on ke tmpt baru.

Apakah kesudahan cerita ini..sama2 kita nantikan. wassalam :)

Chap 8 - the reason...

She's do it for a reason...

and the reason is for the best of our relationship....

I strongly believe that...

Trust her, trust the relationship, trust our destiny...

May Allah bless us...Aminnn~

Chap 7 - the hurt...

the hurt she felt,
she kept herself,
neither to share,
nor to write,
she kept it alone,
deep in her heart,
letting others to cheer,
while she's bleeding inside.

i feel so sad,
looking her this way,
i want to help,
but don't know how to,
she remain silent,
refusing me to ask,
cos maybe the answer,
is another hurt for me.

i'm alone,
she's alone too,
we have everyone around us,
but actually, we need each other the most,
i know she's hurt,
but she don't know that i'm hurt too,
looking her this way,
is another pain i have to bear....

to have her as mine,
i have to be patient,
she ask for time,
i gave her my day,
she ask for space,
i gave her my life,
left for me is only "Him",
that knows the Hikmah,
that listens to our pray,
wishing each other to be together forever,
one day, insyaAllah...

dear,
i'm so sorry if i ever hurt you.
be strong and you know i'm here for you~

Chap 6 - the will...

hmm, since i have deactivated my facebook, i have decided to update my status here in my blog.. :):):)

Chap 5 - the hopes to write...

arghhhh, when will i get spirits to start writes again...actually it's not only because the spirit to write, but also because the time is not on my side, letting me to come out with my words. hmm, besides, writting in english is bit difficult compared to writting in malay.. but, since my girlfriend is a teacher someday, teaching english to her students, i cannot lose to her in improving my skill in that languange. (luckily she's not a doctor, engineer or lawyer that needs me to improve my knowledge on that subject, hihiii). jadi cikgu jela ye awkkk, xyah jd canggih2 sgt, jd canggih2 bior anak2 jelaa..

as the conclusion, things needed for me to start writes again are> time, ideas, vocab in english, updates from people and surroundings, motivation and good mood :) .,

please all, come to me so that i can starts again....

p/s : my idol in blogging is miss tomyamfan ...her style in blogging kind a cute and inspired people..keep it up ekkk~

Chap 4 - the year to come...

It's about 15 more days before new year, 2011 will come into picture (in Hijri calender, it's already 10 Muharram 1432H today, 10 days after awal muharram). 2011 means my age turns into 25, the same year my beloved prophet, Muhammad s.a.w married with his wife, Siti Khadijah a.s...that's means, being a man where the age is 25, my mentality, personality and maturity SHOULD looks more like a leader of a family, ready to take up more responsibity,gain more knowledge and capable of making wise decision..or in the simple word, marriageable~(hehehehe...dedicated to someone special)

Even it's not officially turns into 25, but the time running incredibly so fast nowadays. If we not get ready earlier for everthing, we have to get back our time even harder. Yes, it is EASY to say, but it's also DIFFICULT to make. No matter what, TRY is always be the best solution, the best attitude and the best effort to do. So next year, try to plan, and IMPLEMENT accordingly. Get ready for everything, strive for it and TAWAKKALHU 'ALALLAH.

Many things to do next year..hoping for bless,oppurtunity and rezki from Allah s.w.t. Amin Ya Rabb (^^,)"

chap 3 - the future...

today, i met my friends, waed, pali & wan at sunway pyramid. after maghrib pray, we have dinner together at kfc and once finish, continue our chit-chatting at mapley outside the shopping complex...

talking with them, discuss about works, friends who get married, the planning their heading to and many other things about future suddenly make me realized...we are improves. those days, we were only talks about girls, football game, lecturers, movies n many other things that for me does not affect much on our future. but dis time, we not just having free talk, we're also exchanges idea, knowledge, experience and story about our works and life.

the future we plan is not certain, but the effort that we put will leads to it...

goodluck to all my friends, n goodluck eHyauddin~ ;)